LOL@Eunteuk's imitation of TOP's rapping (i think).
"I love you MORE MORE!" *open hands x2*
Haha, I wonder what it will be like seeing Bigbang sing to Suju songs? Haha, but GD's style fits Eunhyuk weee <3



A bit of smiles before I leave the computer for 2 weeks. :)

It rained for a while, and I tried to record some kind of duet with Donghae lol, but it didn't turn out right, but I still wanted to upload it and it didn't work on youtube and I don't feel like uploading it on facebook. Stupid youtube. lol.

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I think I should go pack now.

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I start to wonder about the attitude I'm bringing about. I mean, I know I am not perfect, and that if everyone hates me I could probably understand. But no one hates me (as far as I know) so then why don't I feel glad?

Humans are greedy.

I wish I could be superwoman. But I'm not. Helpless, and then my stubborn streak disappears all of a sudden. I'm too accepting, I can't accept that this is the only thing I can do.

But I do accept it, because I'm lazy.

Blah. I've been telling yiling, yi'an and cindy wrong things. heechul is blood type AB, and he, hongki from ft island, jonghyun from shinee and 3 other singers are in a club called Choco club, which is short for Crazy Charismatic People in Hangul. Damn funny.
Kangin says they just talk about themselves. -_- HAHAHAHA.

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eh. WTF LA.
Come NOW?! NOW?!?!? OF ALL FUCKING TIMES.

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A late night and rain falling down.
I bring you back from my memories.
I promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it.

A day without you is too long.
I pray that I may please forget you.
(that’s a lie)

Without you happiness cannot be found in me.
I can’t even shed any tears.
I don’t want to live anymore.

I’m so sorry, but I love you, but I can't lie

I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.

The worst outcome didn't come true. For that, I'm really grateful; although I had to endure equally frustrating and depressing comments throughout the process of making the video, I really am thankful that no one bashed me for the end product.

Sincerely, I do honestly think everyone looked beautiful in the video, especially when they were laughing. The effect of slowed down laughter coupled with classical music like the piano, is really addictive. I feel like making more of those kind of videos. Maybe when my camera is fixed I'll bring it everyday and record down people laughing. Does anyone else see the beauty in your friends' laughter like I do? The smiles on their faces are so nice...

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So he's not leaving until December 15; the farewell ceremony was still sad because I realized how much I still wanted to get to know him.
I don't have much to say here, and in fact anything I have to say to Mr Sng, I'll tell him (or write to him) in private.

But I do want to say that to anyone who doesn't like Mr Sng, feels indifferent about his departure, or simply thinks that he's some hypocrite who talks and does nothing?

I feel sad for you.

Because you obviously never had the chance to talk to him, or shake his hand, and see why there are so many of us who do like him. There may be a large number who simply wish him farewell and say they will miss him when they won't, simply because he was the youngest principal in Singapore and might have been very cool (to their perception). But there are also those (including me) who has had the lucky chance to experience an actual conversation with him.
It was just a short conversation; it was just a simple handshake. But words cannot describe the sincerity and the passion you could feel from his words and actions.

If I had the super ability to let everyone feel the way I feel about things, I would. The feeling of being bonded to someone whom others might consider as a stranger to me, even though I think of him as a friend. The feeling of being able to trust him, even though we've hardly shared any conversation of significance. The feeling of wanting to have a conversation with him, because he's worth the time. If I could share this feeling with you, and then let you realize how sad I really feel (you should really feel) about Mr Sng leaving Dunman High, I would.

I do wish him all the best for the future, and that he's happy in whatever he does. :)

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And I personally think its sweet that he cares more about his family than the function the PSG put up for him.
Everyone will have differing opinions.

This is mine.

I (sorta) broke the nail on the last finger of my right hand, and I whined about it. How girl.

BUT MY HAND LOOKED SO NICE, and now its ruined because of the stubby look my last finger has without the nail. Its super easy to cut my nails now, but I must resist! >_< Grr.

CINDY PUIMUN THIS VIDEO IS FOR US :D We love the best dancers man.
skip forward to minute 5:06 if you don't care about donghae's life. :)



OMO~ Eunhyuk's body is loves. :D And his hair is gorgeous last time haha. No complaints about now though.
Donghae's ponytail is super cute! And Hankyung's stare is seriously intense. I can imagine the girls in his range dying on the spot. XD

ANOTHER ONE!



EH don't niao Donghae's hair okay! Their hairstyles also not as if they choose themselves can. -_-
Anyway, many Eunhae moments, and appropriate dose of Hankyung, but I don't think Cindy will watch to the end. Hence, I say CINDY WATCH TO THE END. Even if no eye candy, the entertainment is worth it. :D

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Seriously, how can I not love my SuJu addiction when they drive my troubles away?
No longer tired, no longer feeling like my holiday is stolen away, no pain, no stress, no sadness.

Just fleeting happiness that comes with every word that comes out of Super Junior's mouths. Their voices, their dance, their music, their performances, they just make me smile.

And for at least a second, or a minute at best, I can forget everything.

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(s)he's so beautiful, how can I not love (her)?

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I wish you guys would stop it, and not judge my feelings like that.
I know you're joking, but I feel hurt, because it doesn't sound like you're joking, and instead, it makes me think that its wrong to feel this way, when it isn't.

It isn't.
it can't.

Because why is it wrong to love?

How tired I feel.
I don't know why I purposely piled everything together.
Like as if, I wanted to be so busy I'd forget all about it.

But its just... backfiring.
In the end, I still remember it.

And every time I do, a little piece of me gets chipped away.
By stress.
By pain.
By life.

I feel the aches, but I know these are nothing compared to the one in my heart.
Does anyone understand that?

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Not knowing, yet believing so wholeheartedly.
I want to know, perhaps, we're the same?

( my best friend gave me the best advice )

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She finally stopped crying; maybe it was because she had used up all her tears in that 1hour15minutes conversation. Anyway, she stopped crying. She knew that she would've cried had it not been for that call, she would've still felt that aching, stinging sensation of hearing her dreams shatter into a million pieces, she would've felt so sorry for herself, frustrated at herself, pissed off by herself. Her eyes were sore and dry, she kept blinking to keep her sight clear and block the wind. The sharp air made her eyeballs hurt, but no tears welled up this time, no choked up sadness lay in her lungs.

Only the aftermath of a large bawl, the slow, shaky breathing of someone who has just lost the most precious thing in the word and cried an ocean about it.

She knew it was herself; it was always herself that was the obstacle. It is hard for her to remember what it was like not being this way, what it was like before she grew up and became attuned to her emotions and feelings. The voices continually haunt her, but the words that touched her, comforted her, made her cry again (but this time, out of happiness) rang louder and stronger in her ears. It was incredible, how simple words can be, but how big of an impact it has on someone. She was thankful, grateful, and extremely happy that those words are finally spoken to her. It was only then she realized just how long she had been waiting to hear those words; how long she had wanted proof that someone believed in her.

She knows its impossible for things to change overnight, and that faith is still something beyond her reach. But step by step, one at a time, she will overcome those voices, the fears that always seemed worse than it actually is. She will learn to control her thoughts, instead of being controlled. She will trust again, and believe in her own trust. No one is as judgmental as she assumed them to be; no one hates her the way she thought they did.

Believe in others. Believe in yourself. Be confident, be patient, be happy.

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I would be on a stage, a stage I would consider good enough to be the world stage. And sing my heart out.

"I'll be right there."

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"You belong on that stage. I know you, and I know you're meant to do this. This is your calling and they will understand once they see it. Stop thinking that you are shit, stop thinking so much. Insecurity hurts you so much more."

"I'm the first one you're hearing these words from, but I will not be the last. I promise you that."

It just opened I think? Or I just never noticed because I don't walk that far down.
It says Full House :D made me smile. Is it just a coincidence? But how amazing is it that you only notice these kind of things that are relevant only after you get to know the things that make these things relevant?
On the left it says FOO HOUSE cafe. And then I remember the FOO-LING (Fu Lin). Hahaha.

the things I did today:

-go to school
-memorize at least one song of suju.
-do eom
-do up uniform proposal for weijie
-go home by WALKING
-do not spend money

damn.
got convinced to play L4D with maureen, cheryl and yiling. Haha, so funny. :D Cheryl first time went into a LAN shop, and she's not that bad after a few games. We finally managed to complete easy of No Mercy in 1 hour and 40 min. Yay. Haha.

Couldn't memorize, had to play attention to the lecture, which I was scolded (i think?) for wearing ear pieces. Ah whatever, no matter how good a reason you have, I'm still irritated when awoken from sleep. -_-

I went home by bus from payar lebar, and i spent money at LAN so. yeah. -_-
same thing tomorrow also. LOL. Oh well.

going to do the uniform proposal now.

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you know, there's no point trying to apologize when you've rejected an idea you never even bothered to consider. seriously, no sincerity might as well don't apologize. just makes me more disgusted no matter how much i like you as a friend.

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i suppose its my decision that's making me feel this way.
i kind of miss it? you know, feeling anticipation for my results.
but i don't miss feeling disappointed, so maybe its a good thing too.

bored.

because im determined to finish kilplix videos, except it takes a while to load.
i wanted to spend all night suju-ing and then sleep in tomorrow's lecture. but i think i might go to sleep soon.

things to do tomorrow:

-go to school
-memorize at least one song of suju.
-do eom
-do up uniform proposal for weijie
-go home by WALKING
-do not spend money

my life kind of sucks. let me be a little indulgent.

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been daydreaming about actually going to los angeles for the audition and successfully passing it. i could take living in korea for several years as long as im doing something i love. i wouldn't slack off at all, really! i would definitely do my best to debut early because i don't want to debut when im 26. i want to debut when i'm 22, at the oldest. 20 at the earliest. i'll practise really hard for everything. i seriously would.

do you believe me?

sigh.

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my weekend's been packed.
right after physics paper i go LAN. then at night I suju.
Saturday I go to Cindy's house to mahjong.
Sunday, Yi'an's house for guitar hero, mahjong, risk and game of life. oh and also plenty of laughter. :D
Monday 4D lan and then dinner at 18 chefs.

not a single productive work.
and i honestly can't care anymore.

if im working hard for my dream, i don't need maths, ki, physics or eng lit.
oh my god, i'm seriously wishing i can pass the audition. what would it be like to quit school and never see mr teo again?

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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i'm overestimating myself.
i've seen videos on youtube of people who sing really well but STILL dont make the cut for SM entertainment.
who am i kidding?
i'm going to stuck mugging for a levels next year unless a miracle comes along.

and if it does. it wouldn't matter who is with me, or who i should be in front of people, and how embarrassing it is.

i will cry.

Xun: I always wondered, how come everyone can look so alike yet so different. It's like how many different looks can there be in the world?

To PMZ and Cindy.
I think I'm the one who said a "trusty CK", although I really meant "trusting".
But ah, whatever.

COMPLETED 10KM RUN! :D
Effectively walked only 1.5km-2km so it was not too bad. I tried my best. :D Many many many thanks for Cindy and PMZ for staying with me. I know I stayed for them too, but must show appreciation kind.

eXPerienCe
XunlinPmzCindy

Signboard: Pain and suffering separates the men from the boys.
PMZ/Me: THEN WOMEN LEI!?

I wore ODAC singlet, which was comfortable enough to run in, plus its sleeveless so not too heavy on my arms.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: Sprained my ankle after I ran. -_- I think I'll skip mass pe, but I'll try to rest it enough for PE. I want to play softball damn it! XD And omg, rock climbing on Wednesday too! Ahhh~
But seriously my ankle super pain. I was crying from the pain but looking at myself I would've laughed until I cried so I was doing both.

PMZ: You think your wedding day ah? Laughing and crying.
Me: *sees the ODAC guys totally unaware of my pain* SOCIAL AWARENESS FAIL.

Army Medic: Do you need a stretcher?
Cindy: No need, we're from St John.
Army Medic: Sorry?
Cindy: -_- Ahh, nevermind. Anything, anything.

Poor army people. They look so AP, but I guess they must be pissed at being woken up so early for a running event they're not even taking part in. -_-

Went to Suntec for lunch, ate at Astons, and sort of shoved food down my throat as I competed with Jason to see who could eat more. Yikes, if I really get fat I'll slap myself. Running around the track here I come!

OH! and I finally bought a new phone battery. YAY! Let there be life! Now everyone is free to call me because my phone won't shut down because of ONE call. -_-

Went home, bathed, and unwillingly fell asleep on my bed. The only thing I could say to comfort myself was that I was an injured person and I needed rest.
What bullshit. Hahaha.

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Happy Birthday Mum <3
Yay, Dawn's mother same birthday as my mum so she can remind me every year hahaha.
In the end we celebrated on the 15th since on the 14th no one was home -_- Mum bought back some KFC and we shared a few laughs and jokes together.
Xiu went to ask Simin to buy a cake for mum and its so funny because she didn't tell xunyi and me. When I found out about it, Xunyi ran into the living room and started running in a weird manner for the fun of it, accidentally hitting the box that the cake was in (which was hidden behind the living room couch).

I can't explain to you how hilarious the moment was, but because it was meant to be a surprise for mum, I couldn't tell her and just fell to the ground laughing when I saw her. Haha.

Gave her a yoghurt. Lol.

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Spirit's Play was seriously... well it's a nice play and all, but I think Centerstage would have been great to watch. :( THE DVD MUST COME OUT OKAY!
Yay for Xingqi and Louise. :D Must ask them to treat 4D to lunch or something. Hehehe.

My brother later described some of the funny moments during the show and it was so funny I recorded it down. but no one else would think its funny I guess. LOL.

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EOM AHHHHHHH

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I think when holiday starts, I'm going to just chiong L4D, Restaurant City, Audition, Alias and other dramas and stuff I've been secretly meaning to watch but have no time.
Facebook is seriously a life-eater, but I'm glad I can control it. Now its good for the games :D

I just do not want to use my brains during the first week of holiday. :)

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I'm weak, its true.
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you've met me?

The real me.

"[In order for people to climb higher] Everyone should keep talking to their belayer, so that they know that there's still someone there."
-Kaiming, during reflections

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I have 5 hours of free period and just wasted the first 1 and half hour on facebook and random nonsense. I was supposed to be doing maths in the library but I got chased out for a wtf-reason of not wearing my DHS collar pin.
Pssh, whatever. -_-
And people wonder why I get so sarcastic towards teachers. >_>

Rockclimbing Day Two shall be the focus of this post. I can't remember all the quotes, please refer to pmz post when she does blog because she'd probably remember more anyway.
( the sweat, the joy and the wall )

Wanted to eat some cheesecake before I went home, but in the end it was too over budget. I felt the need to spend some money though, so I bought some biscuits for $1.50 and then sat MRT to Payar Lebar with Cindy and PMZ.
Went home, tried to tune the guitar Alice left behind to drop C, but I couldn't play Guardian Angel properly anyway. :/
Went to sleep after watching a video of funny L4D moments.

Too tired, so this morning got mum to fetch me to school.
I think I talk too much in maths lecture. -_-

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Stayed back in school on tuesday to study, and Mr Sng was the revision i/c! (teacher in charge of students staying back and using the study lounge)
Couldn't get the courage to ask him physics question though. :( So I asked DIngsen instead.

(the following conversation was in chinese)
Dingsen: Where do you come from?
Me: Huh?!
Dingsen: Which are do you live?
Me: Er, I can walk home?
Dingsen: Oh, no, I thought you are 中国人.
Me: o_o What?!
Dingsen: Normally, I can distinguish between China-born and Singaporeans.

Let's just say I look smart. :D

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Teachers should just give us the next 3 weeks off to study for promos. Stop it with the homework. -_-

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Kaiming: Kokswee, step on that rock!
(Kokswee steps on a rock)
Kaiming: Ahh, not that one, but ALSO CAN! ALSO CAN! KEEP GOING!

Kokswee: Where are you going?
Me: I'm going Comp. lab. Might search for some Maclaurin's Series later. :D
Kokswee: WHAT IN THE NAME OF-

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So I spent National Day packing my stuff at Villa Marina. I tried to do it fast, but in the end I still left some of my stuff there. Sigh, whatever. I have a lot of stuff okay? Yesterday night I tried to unpack all my boxes and realized I did not have 6 or 7 but NINE boxes plus THREE bags of belongings. -_- I think almost half were books, and a quarter were presents from people. Haha.

I tried to convince myself that was the reason why I couldn't get up early this morning (because I spent 3 hours unpacking my stuff) but truthfully, I was just lazy. -_-

Oh yes, I guess I should say it: I HAVE MOVED HOUSE!
Going to update my address later. Please don't ask me to invite you over just yet. As neat as I have made my room to be, its not complete; plus the distance to get there is just bullshit. -_- Its like in the middle of nowhere and getting out to a main road takes at least 10 minutes of walking.

But it was fun arranging everything in my room. I should take a picture of my wardrobe, I arranged the top half completely with presents from people. My clothes I shifted below. HAHA.

ANYWAY! This was how I spent my weekends the last two weeks. Packing and packing and packing and then UNpacking. Its tiring sia. -_- And I have so much stuff its unbelievable. Did you know I threw away like 6 or 7 boxes worth of paper and textbooks and notes? It means I had more than 15 boxes of belongings!! Shit being the oldest sucks. I had so much secondary school things that I can't pass down to Xunyi because they change the syllabus. -_-

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National Day was a bore. The show at least. Ken agreed that it was because we have grown older AND the ideas have become lamer. Its true that its hard to come up with new ideas nowadays, but that is why I always will revert to simplicity. I mean, come on! did you SEE those outifts they wore to perform?! OMG. Talk about fashion bimbos. -_-

The day before National Day I was studying with Yijie at macdonalds. Then the day before that was DHS celebration of National Day. Senior High had sports carnival and I'm glad to say I'm proud of the way I played in soccer. It was the best I could do and I did do one amazing move which was blocking Mok Zi Le's ball. There was a rather loud WHACK! when it hit my leg but it was nothing compared to the satisfaction of having contributed to Bennu's third placing. :D
So Drakon won overall champ. Whatever, BENNU BENNU AIYAYA~ XD

After that I had TKD training where we celebrated Minde's birthday. That reminds me, I haven't collected TKD fund yet. :O
Anyway I have two new patterns to learn, which I successfully did in two hours. Now all that's left is the coordination with SIya, Wilson, Dawn, Eve and Yingjie.

Then went out for a 3/4 gossiping session and 1/4 studying time with Bram, Elicia and Yijie. Oh its really nice to be with YOSEXY! and I think I treasure our friendship very much. I guess my personality is really more spontaneous, so I love the squad too. :)

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Post-National day, was late with Cindy as we went to Yishun for Rock Climbing course. Poor Yi'an, I wish she came along and got our cert with us. :(

Eye candy of the day: ASMIN. Tall, dark, handsome, friendly and damn-freaking-hell strong! :D I can't wait to see him again.

It was a fun day with ODAC, really. I liked Aizan and his constant "Darling, Sayang". He is very funny, and also very fun. I totally love rock climbing, I climbed up 17m! I think if I didn't cry at the end Aizan might have picked me to go to that National thing. XD Haha, no la, so bhb, I'm not that boastful. Anyway I'm really scared of heights, even though I can control my fear, it doesn't help when I don't know how far I am and you suddenly decide to let go of the string holding on to me.
Don't worry Kokswee, I forgive you. :D I'm just never going to let you forget about it. Haha.

After that ate 18 Chefs and had a hilarious time with Kaiming, Kiankok, Pmz, Cindy and Iimelda. I wish I was Kaiming's good friend. It would be nice to laugh everyday. :D

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( can you just LEAVE ME ALONE!? )

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supposed to be doing homework. OOPS. :D

The song What Do You See for National Day this year is surprisingly nice after I get over the supposed gayness of the singer's voice. The lyrics are nice, but watching the mv, well the whole idea of Singaporeans-gathering-at-some-unknown-place-due-to-being-drawn-by-some-mystical-bond-to-watch-a-band doesn't quite appeal to me. Its a nice mv, but I think I rather just listen to the music.

Ah, been bogged down the last few days. I'll say why in a while. Don't really want to spread the news until its more or less settled. Still not sure about yijie's idea, but I'll consider it anyway.

My brother said facebook is glitching. As much as I want to keep contacts with primary school friends (hey, the other day yisien commented on a note I made! :D), I'm secretly praying for one more source of internet addiction to kill itself. PLEASE. XD

Getting sick was the worst idea ever. I'm totally behind (and when I mean that, I mean I'm not totally aheaed of people). That's why during the weekend I'll do my best to mug because I can't do it effectively at home and that takes a lot of my time. I think I'll invest in dinners at Kampung Arang, since the study lounges are going to be opened until 9pm from next week onwards. No one can make it serve its purpose better than I can. :D
Oh, and also because of that, I won't be going to watch UP! with Yi'an, Cindy and Simin. That's not the saddest thing yet, because I have a feeling more people will join them in the form of Kokswee and CK. :(

Ah well, I can't have the best of both worlds. At least Yijie, Bram and Elicia are going to be with me as I mug :D

Too many smileys in a post. Ugh.

OH YES! please appreciate that

@ 12hr 34min 56sec on 7aug this year, the time and date will be - 12:34:56 am 07/08/09.

Isn't that ultimate coolness? I mean, its pmz who told me, but I'm just psyched.
No idea why but yeah. :D

omigosh another smiley. -_-

Being too tired has its benefits I guess. Because my body forces me to sleep by 11 every night, I'm quite refreshed in school. Yesterday I even went high during KI because Mr Tan was being funny and I was being funny, and I didn't even have food to eat!
I nearly died in front of Mr Chia today though, during Physics remedial. What kept me going was the satisfaction that I finally finished my physics remedial worksheet. OH YES! :D

CENTERSTAGE IS POSTPONED! WOOO!
I want to watch that and Spirit's Play. :D and Chester's play.
Oh many many things this month. I'm going to be busy but its all fun things so yay. :D

I'm given two patterns for tkd to learn. o_o Hope I do well. They make it sound so easy. o_o

OMG TEACHER'S DAY! SHIT SHIT SHIT!

TO DO LIST!

Literature:
o Do notes on Richard III
o Do notes on Fistful of Colours
o Read the other 3 texts

Mathematics:
o Do up notes for McClaurin's Series(!!)
o Start on McClaurin's Series tutorial
o Start on Integration tutorial

Physics:
o Finish up Gravitational tutorial
o Start on Thermodynamics tutorial
o Start on Electric Potential tutorial
o Do up notes for Kinematics(!!)
o Start on Measurement remedial worksheet(!!)

KI:
o Start on Age of Unreason essay

PW:
o Re-do EOM(!!)
o Start draft on Written Essay

I was helping out at PTM yesterday. Spent an effective half hour helping lost parents, and then ahd fun with the other people there stealing food from the PTM.
Oh, delicious cheesecake and nuggets and fruit punch is just heaven. :D
Shaun Lai is a 'quiet' boy at home. Hehehe. If I was his friend I would be happy to know that. :D

SX will continue after promos.

AHM is coming up. 16 August I think. Eeep

Then talked to mum for a while, wanted to do some work when Ashley came running to find me and I followed him and accompanied a hyperventilating girl for about an hour or so -- in my tie.
I was hot and sweltering and shit, but it really does feel good to help someone.

Watched Yixi's squad pass out in the morning. Nearly teared at Mdm Shenglian's speech.

Its really important, isn't it? Friendship and relationships and everything you make in school. Its always at the end of it all do you realize how wonderful it was in your life.
The only trouble is, well, just because I consider them important, doesn't mean the other party does so.
I know at least 5 other people in school I would be willing to drop everything and help them out if they needed it, but its funny because they hardly know me. How come its like that?

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Even though I didn't make it, some part of me already knew I guess.

It was great to try and all, but I wish I had put in my best effort.

I don't want to be anyone else. :)

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Now if only I had the same determination. :D

I totally forgot to post about HP outing! :D

I think I should stop expecting HP movies to be a let down.
It sort of ruined my experience and the only reason I enjoyed myself was because I kept seeing 4D people in place of the characters and Ophilia and Chingshia screaming and engulfing me at the inferi part. :D

But before I get ahead of myself...

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I had to do some EDS rehearsal before going to KLP with the rest, so THANK YOU CINDY, CHINGSHIA AND PMZ for waiting for me. Mucho appreciated. :D
It was kind of funny, the outing wasn't even meant for Tuesday, but during maths lecture, I asked Yujie why we couldn't watch it that day (which was the original date) and suddenly, everyone was alright with it (except louise, bram, elicia and nicholas -_- ) I was glad to see wenfang and gina! but i couldn't talk to them much since they came late. :]

ANYWAY! The free shuttle bus came on time so chings, pmz, cindy and I didn't take too long to go to KLP. After a subway dinner (with a weird, random intervention by the 4d people) we went up to meet with the other 4d gang at the food court.

THE WANTON SCENE
I need to make special mention of it because I want to ensure everyone realizesAlthough everyone (except Zhenzhou's) acting was pretty good. Trust me to trust my friends so easily. Tsk.

I personally did not trust yigang or yijie. I knew beiqin's acting skills were flawless because all he has to do is look serious and nothing would be revealed. -_- zz was laughing his ass off, zhenmei innocently saying its okay, I decide to take a sniff, just to make sure it actually smelled like food before I tasted it.

Yigang confirmed my suspicions with a very loud, very intense, and very panicked NO!
Ah well. Nobody believed that I wasn't going to eat it. Fine. -_- You all win lor.

Harry Potter came soon to infect us. Honestly I felt sick after the movie but its not his fault (I think :D)

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The movie was well...
It was bullshit, to put it crudely.
While I wanted to just accept the fact that it couldn't possibly replicate the book word for word, I guess I just wanted some of the scenes I wanted to see be fleshed out.

none of the scenes I wanted were fleshed out, save the voldemort scene when he was a little boy, which in the end wasn't that clear either, to someone who never read the book.

then again, who is going to watch the movie unless they read the book. -_-

I was glad to be able to tell spoilers though. PLEASE ASK ME FOR SPOILERS. I love showing off my knowledge of harry potter. :D

I want to make my own movie, where every single scene of harry potter is filmed. EVERY SCENE, EVERY CHAPTER, EVER WORD.
I don't care if its a series, seeing everything fleshed out ideally, that's wonderful.

Then again, maybe its a blessing in disguise, so all readers can still retain a bit of their imagination when rereading the books. :\

I bet if the harry potter cast made a bid for a series, the whole world would agree.
I wouldn't want to tire out the actors though, so maybe not. Anyway it would be too late for the younger versions. sigh.


TOM FELTON!


DANIEL RADCLIFFE! EMMA WATSON! (I'd turn les for her :D)

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I like being with 4d. It feels right.

just some random pictures I allowed to use up the memory I have in my phone.
I thought they were worth posting up.


This is what kokswee wrote after I passed him a paper to show me how to do a particular question in Differentiation. I let out a laugh because I can just imagine his face saying these lines. :D


Its around the time I wasn't as excited and merely playing L4D because I loved shooting zombies. LINUX is obviously me, MAIL JEEVAS was ysing and ChioBu was Zhiming.
Louis was AI. :D


I missed the stop one day and as I was walking back I saw this bag of leaves sitting in the middle of the road. Cars that were driving by managed to maneuver around it, but I decided to be a good samaritan and drag it to the side. You can see the picture I took above, the trail of leaves that sprinkled through the hole of pathetic plastic bag.


This was NAPS when I was primary 1 and 2, before we moved to its current venue at marine parade.
Its now Katong Student Hostel, and I was walking by it, so I decided to take a snapshot. I can only remember three significant events in my primary school years that took place in that venue:
1. I made enemies because of a rag
2. I found my first crush
3. I moved house, hence I stopped taking a school bus 5C whose driver I absolutely disliked

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Nice memories huh :D

( sometimes I want to slit her throat )

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I saw your face in a myriad of others,
and wondered if you could -- or would -- see mine